Don't allow it to chase you to your death, either, Wataru.
[His voice is so much softer as that arm settles around him. Fingers curl into Wataru's ruined hair, and he knows he can offer the best of the best to fix it into a nice style for him, but... It wasn't voluntary. It was a violation against something long grown. He hates it. He can still taste that man's blood in his mouth.]
If even you disappear and leave me alone, then what more is there to do with this fate? I won't accept it. Do you understand? If we are two sides of the same coin, then you can't go stripping one side. We must do everything together...
I won't allow anything less than that. If I believe that this won't improve, then I'd rather cast you aside and have us both live on in loneliness. Tell me that you understand. Promise me that you'll do everything you can not just to keep me alive, but to live at my side.
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[His voice is so much softer as that arm settles around him. Fingers curl into Wataru's ruined hair, and he knows he can offer the best of the best to fix it into a nice style for him, but... It wasn't voluntary. It was a violation against something long grown. He hates it. He can still taste that man's blood in his mouth.]
If even you disappear and leave me alone, then what more is there to do with this fate? I won't accept it. Do you understand? If we are two sides of the same coin, then you can't go stripping one side. We must do everything together...
I won't allow anything less than that. If I believe that this won't improve, then I'd rather cast you aside and have us both live on in loneliness. Tell me that you understand. Promise me that you'll do everything you can not just to keep me alive, but to live at my side.