[D's lips are really soft. It's the first thing he thinks. He's not sure why he was assuming this kiss would be more awkward than it is. Because they're both guys? Because all they've done is argue? He doesn't know, but part of him had been worried he wouldn't like it, which is just strange considering how much he'd wanted this.
The hand on his thigh is so distracting, too. Normally he can just close his eyes and forget about things and feel and it's super easy, but this is D. It's a hell of a lot different!
Still, he convinces himself to calm down, kissing back with steadily growing confidence. He hasn't been shoved away yet. This is a good sign. He can do this. Eventually, his hand feels too awkward hovering at D's chin, and so he slides it further back along his jaw and into his hair. Also soft... His skin, too. Had he really not noticed how much he wanted to do any of this?]
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The hand on his thigh is so distracting, too. Normally he can just close his eyes and forget about things and feel and it's super easy, but this is D. It's a hell of a lot different!
Still, he convinces himself to calm down, kissing back with steadily growing confidence. He hasn't been shoved away yet. This is a good sign. He can do this. Eventually, his hand feels too awkward hovering at D's chin, and so he slides it further back along his jaw and into his hair. Also soft... His skin, too. Had he really not noticed how much he wanted to do any of this?]